T.T

2 years.......
not a long period..... but is also not a short period......
we've been together for 2 yrs.....
a lot of things always come up to my mind.....
a lot of questions like...... Do you still love me.....?
or.....do u lie to me...... or......... u dun love me anymore.....
do u really treat me as Ur gf.....?
or.... do u ever think to break up with me......?
or..... do u fall in love with others girl.... or ..........
this is all the stupid question u know.......
but it keeps appear in my mind...... everyday.... every single day.....
even i cry in the nite..... i still not dare to ask u.....

2 years...... even v din celebrate valentine days for this 2 years.....
even ..... u don wan to hold my hand..... even,,..... v dun even have any couple t shirt or what.....
i dun mind..... i really dun mind.... i know u will think that ..... not necessary to do that....
okay...... i dun mind.....

simple things..... don ever lie to me.....
i not sure whether u got lie to me .....
but my six sense told me u r.....

sometime..... ur reaction make me dun trust u.....
but im still not dare..... not dare to ask.....
i cant step out.... is bcos don't wan something bad happen.....
i just wan to be with u......

SICK =="

arGghhhhhh....... Hate sick........
Sore throat..... Coughing.... Headache......

Ya! Thanks to my brother lor...... Spread-ing all the viruses around.....
N now im the one who get it......
hate those sick feeling.... very torturing le......
Wu~~~ WU~~~~~ this Sunday sumore got show le.......

PSP.... HAHHAHAHAH

at last consider for almost 1 year......
i decided to buy my own own psp........ hahhahahhaha
but that a very hard problem which.... PSP 2000 or PSP 3000.....?
but as i know 2000 more stable..... n 3000 graffic nicer.....
hmmmm....... how le.......
researching know also....... maybe consider 2000 lor.....
all lapsap add together around RM899 lor.....
not bad hor.......
kekekkeke.....
PSP wait fer me ,,....... i will get u soon...... ahhahahahahaha

a lie...

'THIS' i kept in my heart almost 1 year plus....

At first im really give all my 100% trust to him....
I find out that he told me a lie.....
THIS lie he made...He thougt is not to let me sad...?
My point here.... I DON THINK SO....

Story goes like this....
He told me his friends ask him out to Times Square so he cant go out with me....
OK fine...
Then I ask him how many ppl going with him...? He answered total 4 person going...
And he say got 'guy' n girls going tooo....
Well....
After 1 week i come out with him...
I saw his hp screen saver changed...
our picture change to other pic he took with 2 cute girlz...
He said his "sister".
So ladys n gentlemen...
Things appear in ur mind is that the 4th person is a 'guy' rite...?
Well i saw his picture in hp again... i saw another girl
He say this girl came together with them to Times Square...

When i heard that.... my heart suddenly felt like a lemon juice poured....
He dint realize that he tell me a lie....
Untill today he din even tell me the truth...

I don mind he go out with other girl...
At least he told me he wanted to go out with them...
Y u need to lie to me...
This is so stupid...

But i also don have the braveness to ask him....
i still keep in my heart..........
Is bcos I didnt want something bad happen....
A lie is always a bad things...

accept reality

oh my god...
first time i use to s**t my s**t things at this awesome blogger....

I'm crazydancerz...
i actually not use to blog but today happen some thing that i don know how to express out, not sure Wat kind of words i need to use out to express....

1 ) Actually i no longer a small kid d.... I'm 21 this year a lot of things really diff from ages ago...
Damn it 'ages ago',,.... 'S' is really way too diff from 3 yrs ago n now... Wow damn diff....
i not sure diff in a good or a bad side,,.... Maybe for me i can't accept 'S' changes... Clubbing
maniac now.... I'm not saying clubbing is a bad thing.... myself also wanted to go to have an
experience at those place but "S" is over than i thought, HAHAHAHA..... Non of my business
actually........... But 'S" is my best friend........ I thought I really know 'S' well but I'm NOT...
Or maybe 'S' didn't or never thought me a best of friend anymore.'"S' is damn happy to
meet up 'S' new friend.'S' seems to very bored or maybe ..... i don know..... New Year New 'S'
Hahahahaha..... ACCEPT REALITY

2) Another unexpected things happen..... HAizZZzzzzz.....................
I dOn know how to expresss my feeling now....................
Let u All guys know soon..........